do you long for the past?

the past is the past no matter how much you want it to be your present or for it to be your future.

your past could be disturbing or it could have been a fairytale.even if it started of as a fairytale and turned into a disaster, you would only remember the fairytale part of it and would long for it.

we long for it as we are all blinded by something-it may be called love, infautuation or whatever it is; it blinds us from the truth,from reality.

reality is what we dont want to face.the reality is all the bad times,all the hurt that we went through-that is real.the happiness may have just been like a breeze that comes and goes, it is never certain that it would be there and that it would last.

do i long for my past? do you want the truth? i may be shallow for what i want is not reality, but that's not for you to judge.