im in lub!but the question is do u feel da same way too
Friday, November 28, 2003
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im so happy cause i just cleaned ma room..took me 4 hours to do so..haha..i dragged everything out of ma room into the walkway luckily nothing fell down tha stairs..haha..i cleaned everything from the mirrors to the walls to the window n even the outside of the window..back pain like hell now..massage me!anyone!haha..went jalan raya n all still cllecting ma duit raya..haha so weird to see ma family man..so many people i dun noe half of them haha.my cous' came up to me n started talkin to me n at the end i was er like hu are u..it was so embarrasing sia..they all noe la i also never go see them n al..haha!love them so much!
i love u!
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Tuesday, November 25, 2003
SORAE FO NOT UPDATING THESE PAST FEW DAYS...i think im in love..haha no la..jus thinkin of a song..im bored..~leaves1
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Saturday, November 22, 2003
ello..just came home from shopping..haha..bought gifts for tha neighbour n relatives..hari raya wad..haha..so fragile seh all the crystal n glass stuff,..haha..im so sleepie..but going out later..hehe..
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Wednesday, November 19, 2003
i l o v e m y s e l f m a n y m a n y ! !
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A-L-A-M-A-K!i can die now!so sad!why?!why?!did u have to tell me that ul be leavin soon?!why?!n so far away?!nvm..il go visit..why was it so disgusting?hmm..nvm...last nyte was fun..let me tell u..first met sara clara n phyllips at paya lebar..den me n cara scremin scremin!so happy to see her..den went to dappys house den i dun tell u haha..den went to the challet hhaaha..den fu-yoh!haha..omar was there n without his shirt,,haha..sso h-o-t but firdaus n blah blah still much more h-o-t-t-e-r than omar..so omar..dun so self praise aight!haha..so funny!!!i wanna do stuff..but i dunt noe what..haha..
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Monday, November 17, 2003
haha im bored...haha..sumone tolk to me..i wanna go fo tha ux thang..but dun noe hu wanna g wid me.*hint**hint*..haha..hu m i hinting to u ask..well i also dun noe..haha..oh got tha hip to tha hop thang thing at sentosa..haha..wads wid the way i m tolkin man..haha..tak tau pun..haha..im B-O-R-E-D..its i think on tha 29th of novemba..foam party thang..haha..funky!my cat class teacher gave me n ma frens the flyer..haha..cool uh she..haha..during holy holy camp she gav sia..bes!den she fold fold until so *innocent*haha..
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haha..since i updated i fell asleep for tha whole day!woohoo!haha..got up to makan last nyte n went back to sleep..haha.p.i.g..n tha whole tyme in camp no one messaged me wad..so sad okie!then i brought my fone fo what ryte..haha..carryied ma billabong bag..yea tha big one.haha.i had tha biggest bag there!bigger than tha guys!haha..the skinnest one wid tha biggest bag..cause it had alot of space i prefer to have space than to be compact!..had the urge to message but i thought to myself"fo what like as though they will reply"*hint**hint*fell bad!haha/..no la..jus was tired.ee..pil!!haha..hhaha..me kim n meli were known to be the muslim ones!bes ryte..den ma name was fauzila..haha..then i also allah allah la..haha..then i was made mary magdelene..the prostitue!haha..me a prostitue!!woohoo!!haha
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Sunday, November 16, 2003
im back home!at last..i lost weight..my face looks skinnier..eye bags man!din sleep well wad..niway m gonna go sleep now..later~
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Thursday, November 13, 2003
i was D-E-T-E-R-M-I-N-E-D.n i got it!
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omg..firdaus is just so H-O-T now..no not firdaus dope n no not firdaus raja firdaus but firdaus dj noyzfera2..he is just H-O-T actually he is H-O-T-T-E-R now!omg..just go look at the flyer..i so wanna go fo tha concert thang..haha their first ever paid concert to get in..ahahah!usually they give free ones..haha..he is honestly H-O-T now!damn!
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Wednesday, November 12, 2003
for hana:dear cayang,i wanna do tagboard.tapi i scared ppl say i follow u cause i really wanna noe what ppl think of wad i writw in my entries.how?i love u!i miss u many many!
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just came back frm geylang again..k..messaged/ing ody la..haha..den i asked him fo his frens name den he gave me a number n asked me to col..n tt fella wasnt the one tt i was refering to..then tt fella so annoying okie!i cannot stand it!haha..den the one tt looked like chad hugo keep on disturbing me n ody k,.haha..he keeps on saying tt ody want to talk to me but he malu den ody also like blur like tt..so cute i tell u..haha..bought so many burgers..haha..ody's fren gave me discounted price haha..whenever i go n buy..the fren will give the bag to odi to do for me..so annoying okie!haha..n i almost fell infront of the stall..so mbarrasing..haha i also dunoe how..twice sumore!haha..den i think they saw..n everytime odi will be smokin n he smokes reds..hhaha..now i even noe ody's best friends name..like whateva ryte!!!haha...he so handsome!!!
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where's hana?i miss her!i wanna see her!called za jus now jus to check up on her..poor thing wad..her best friend gonw to thailand den she's all alone..so i must also do my part ryte..haha..well okie..its ody not odi..i found out..haha..n he is 18 n he smokes n he is fucking gorgeous!man..i cant get his handsome face outts my head!argh!i just wanna go geylang now to buy my makan but its like so hot..but first i must mandi wad..haha..i got up very weirdly today.i was halfway dremin n stuff den i just woke up all of a sudden n was lookin fo ma handphone..cause i sleep wid it on the bed then i searched n searched finally found it inbetween the blankets..went to do my stuff n i was awake..camp is on friday..friday whole day sat whole day n sunday il be back at noon..how sad!i cant gp geylang!omg!!clara tan darlin is cumin back on monday!!!im so happy!god i miss her!i want glam to cum back..i wanna find her ears..i wan my frens back!!
things to bring for camp
-bra[manymany]
-panty[manymanymany]
-shorts
-shirts
-bible[hahaha]
-pen
-blanket[like wadeva ryte]
-soap
-shampoo
-pads[just incase]
-pantyliners
-toothbrush n toothpaste
-money!!
maybe me n meli maight sneak out..n maybe go out la...i wanna go geylang..haha..but im not sure where the camp is at it can be at hougang or ponggol..tts y..cab fare!money!hahahahaha..the camp thing is 49$okie..like wadeva!
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Tuesday, November 11, 2003
haha so sorry i haven updated fo so long..i have been really tired n lazy..or maybe tha better word would be lazie!haha..later going to meet my breat friend tong(a.k.a mrs azrul)den we going to buy burger n chicken wing haha..got his name n yes ive got his number but i dun plan to use it anytime soon.hehe.okie maybe im just lying here.hehe.take everything from tha inside n throw it all away cause i swear fo tha last tyme i wont trust myself with u!!!!!hehe..linkin park..aw..my favioryte!!they make my depression cum out cool uh..i think i have made a connection wid meteora cause when ever i feel depressed i put it on n after tt i feel even more depressed n i love it!but my cure is going to geylang.that is my happy place now.haha.but tong doesnt allow me to go alone,so sweet ryte.she says its not safe.to tell ya tha thruth,i feel a lil `fraid wheneva i walk back cause where i walk ther's alot of bushes n its very dark n usually im tha only one so il start talkin to myslef or singin to myslef n amazinly it helps hehe
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Sunday, November 09, 2003
hello!morning..i just woke up..haha..pig i noe n im proud to be one..haha..later going to geylang again..haha..then can see tattoo n ***..haha!!!!!!!!!!so happy!!!!haha!!!!
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hello!!!well m gonna sleep now..m so happy..only tong knows y..haha!..nytie nyte nyte
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Saturday, November 08, 2003
heya..just got up about an hour ago..got up n no one was at home..so sad..haha..so im all alone again!woohoo!but..i dunt like to be alone at nite..haha..yesterdae..met alex for dinner..den followed him to eat porraigde..haha..den dragged him to geylang!was soo happy!he was there!!!after 2 days..haha..so happy!!next to "his" stall there ios a new stall la putu piring stall..wit 2 girls..both of dem got clef lip n alex was makin fun of them..n they were staring at me and alex..like wadeva!n alex claims tt i was flirting wid "eyes"haha..he is so full of shit..walked around the bazaar..bought alot of makan as usual..haha..den rushed home n went for the play"oh man!"..it was help at mpcc but it was fuckin good!sad n funny!cried n laughed until n cried..then when it ended my mum went to talk to kumar n 3 other actors..haha..so nice one of them fergot his name so hampsume!around our age summore.but "eyes" nicer..haha..came home for about 5 mins..went to change..den me n ma mummie went to esplanade..forst we went to fabulous fizz..had finger food..n my mum had sex on tha beach while i had tha lost cherry so nice oki!mine had chocolate liqour in it!it came in a martini glass..i felt so style..haha.!!den went to harry's bar..din want to have anything la..was just admiring the waiter..ma mum made friends wid him..haha..cause ma mum is a fequent goer la..his name is "ash" haha hamsume la but kinda short..haha..den my mum had screaming orgasm..it was basically baileys..haha..white..like sperms..haha..then i ate the cherry..bored wad..then that paul fella was playin the guitar n singing as usual..he is fucking ugly but has a very very very nice voice n his wife is always there like a hawk..haha..so annoying..haha!so i wanna go mandi now..bye~
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Friday, November 07, 2003
sent aida to the airport..she cried n zarit also cried...i bit my lip n it was bleeding..din wan to lick it so i let it flow down my lip..hehe..was kinda gross..but i like!!!..last nyte at geylang tattoo was there n guess wad he has a son!!haha..nice eyes wasnt there..me n mummie told tattoo that he looks like mike shinoda den he blushed so much!haha..den saw so many dudu's haha..everywhere man!!haha..one couple just couldnt get their hands off each others bum..sick noe..not du's it was a malay couple..got children alreadie tts the best part!!!haha...so yea..gonna shower now n meetin alex for diner..guess where?correct!at geylang..lets c if he is there...~
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Thursday, November 06, 2003
as usual the day started of wid my semi-warm bath blah blah..din really blow-dry my hair today..was too lazy..went down ate red bean bun n took off to sch..took 13 as usual..but on the overhead bridge i saw someone..such a surprised tt u talked to me..cheered up my day!..today kinda fun..went to class the earliest so i just sat in class wid all the doors n windows closed n the lights n fans on..i was all alone...it was about 0705..dun noe y so early..haha..den for awhile it was fine but after sum time it was getting freaky..i heard smth move den i got freaked out so i started singing real loud to myself..haha..den again i heard smth so i ran out of class..was standing wid nashyta.was just enjoying the view..thinkin of jumping haha..then in the far distance i saw omar in sch u..then i ra into class(afraid of being alone) and i msged him askin y he was in sch u la den he replied tt he was going to c the dm or some kinda shit like tt la..haha..had el 2 periods den 2 free periods n break..after break suppose to have 2 bio n 2 math but i left wid sara to go to safra tampines after break.the rest also left after break.fun!
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Wednesday, November 05, 2003
haha let me elaborate..hana, alip, tong, zarit, meli, phillip n me went to geylang last nyte..haha..n i went geylang b4 tt wid my mum around 4+..i met the rest at geylang busstop at 8..of course hana was the earliest la..then tong n zarit den meli n phillip..so hot last nyte despite the earlier rain..geylang was kinda wet..not much ppl..hehe..went to buy chickien wings a number of times..haha...fast forward...hana n alip left at about just b4 9 den zarit n tong also left at the same time then left only me phillip n meli..den tak fun areadi wad..haha..den we went home(shall not say the rest..hehe)..oh ya there was a group of ppl talkin to a few police outside one of the makan stalls we still dun noe what happen but we think it is a case of molest!haha
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din go sch today..so fun okie last nyte..haha..too long to type..ask me n il tell u...
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Tuesday, November 04, 2003
hey nana!!!haha thanks..yes..i wanna go..n yes we are going again..haha..he so hampsome!!!im so into him!!![action tamia] haha..lurve u hana!!!
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Monday, November 03, 2003
Hey Paul!! nana Here. I love you. thanks for following us to Komalas heh.
Had alot of fun yeap!! later when the photos are ready, ill show you ok
anyways...go geylang again and get that HOT guy's (Okok lar) number yah.
Since you're soooooo into him. heheheheh!!!
All the best pauL!! i love you with all my heart!!!
bye beautiful!!
nanaJ
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Sunday, November 02, 2003
im confused..
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hello!i went to curch yesterday n m going to church again today..going to the other side of s'pore..world trade centre ares..the church there...catholic church..never going to christian church..
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Saturday, November 01, 2003
school was clear plain borin today..haha..like for what..1-2hrs..haha..wahidah looked so cute today!love u wahidah!!damn it sia..i got up this morning n my eyes were swollen yes swollen.i dun noe y k..haha..den i went to sch like tt haha..
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