do you long for the past?
the past is the past no matter how much you want it to be your present or for it to be your future.
your past could be disturbing or it could have been a fairytale.even if it started of as a fairytale and turned into a disaster, you would only remember the fairytale part of it and would long for it.
we long for it as we are all blinded by something-it may be called love, infautuation or whatever it is; it blinds us from the truth,from reality.
reality is what we dont want to face.the reality is all the bad times,all the hurt that we went through-that is real.the happiness may have just been like a breeze that comes and goes, it is never certain that it would be there and that it would last.
do i long for my past? do you want the truth? i may be shallow for what i want is not reality, but that's not for you to judge.
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
if i make you so misarable,please go..go ahead and free yourself
we all are in love with our dreams and fantasies.that's because we need someone to fill us up.if we already go around fulfilled by ourselves,we can let go very easily.we hold on because we are afraid to let go.we are afraid of not having someone there..but..it's not all as tough as we've imagined it to be.
i've clearly been watching too much oprah.
if you dont want me then dont talk to me,go ahead and free yourself
if you dont want me then dont talk to me,go ahead to someone else
its clear as crystal that she's fulfilled herself and doesnt need anyone to do so for her.if only everyone is like that.it takes a hell of a long time..
haha i should stop listening to fantasia.
i love being bimbotic
i love myself(:
