you know what? you're the first on my mind each and everytime

it's scary but true.you're not supposed to even be on my mind but you are.you always find a way to get back in that place without you even knowing.all it needs is just one glance at a specific place and there you are fresh in my mind once again.

i dont really care what people say i dont watch what them want do but still i got to stick to my girls like glue and i dont know the rest of the words.we'd be buring something something until it cathes fire and then we call the civil defence to come and put out the fire.haha.nicole paul!

im so happy that we became like before once again but it feels like i'm losing u all over again.why cant we just be like before-hey it rhymes!

you lied,you cheated,you stole.

all that u did.

seriously ah if u are trying to interpret what i'm trying to say don't cause i myself don't know.it's a mixture of alot of things just compilled together.

sometimes i wish that u just won't speak.just talk to me without words.it had been a long time since that has happened.to tell you the truth, i don't know you , i don't know who you are, i don't know what you are,bluntly put- i don't know you.

to talk to you i have to go through so many people-the people in my head.they tell me different things.i don't know who or which obe to listen to.sometimes they agree and are happy,and sometimes they don't agree and they fight over it causing a massive collapse-that's when everything goes blank and i don't know,i just don't.

so now you decide for me.