got back prelims results

fucked up everything.the closest i got to a pass was for math paper 2 but that still flunked.

the most painful thing is when u actually did study like fuck for it and wrote alot and u get so low.it's just painful.

but i guess the worst part is actually telling ur family ur marks.yes they want you to do well yes they want you to pass.they pressure u which is a good thing.u need the pressure anot u wont perform.but the thing is that now i got the pressure alot of it but i dont have the steps to doing well.i need to know the steps.i'm doing everything i could possibly do wrongly.i need the correction.would you correct me?would u teach me?i know you could but would u?

u said ask u.i am asking u but u get fedup.you dont know how tough it is.seriously.


the fan is like blowing my hair into my eyes la.i got like a few minutes to type thiscause im doing math n i did the questions im supposed to do n now is supposedly 'dinner time'.

on a totally different subject..

if u dont try one more time,u wont know the outcome.
it may be good or it may be bad.
it's a gamble.
wanna play?


i promised you forever
i dont know about forever,but i know about now
i'm still sticking to my promise
it has not changed since..


where are you?
i dont see you.
where are you?
i dont hear you.
where are you?
i cant smell you.
where are you?
where are you?
are you gone?


"i was not prepared enough"- mymp

i love you people =)