"what i really meant to say was im sorry for the way i am",it doesn't work that way.i am who i am.love me for me or just don't even know me.

it's damn true what they say-your mum knows everything,one way or another.

the things you keep burried inside your skin.hoping that noone can seeit.hoping that no one can see the tears streaming down your cheek.

"if u want me to stay il never leave";on the other hand,if you want me gone i'l go and i'l go far.

"never be the same again",things can never be the same.

"when you left i lost a part of me"-that part became a hole filled with air.
"it's still so hard to believe"-doesn't need any explanation

i drown myself in loud music so as to not hear the voices.voices of other people and of the voices in my head.one says another,another says something else.people on the other hand judge you.

"what this feeling?" anyone?someone please answer me.no wait i have the answer-emptiness.

empty:with nothing inside

a cookie jar without cookies.the jar is empty.

its all in my head.the voices behind me.how do i shut them up and shut them out?

maybe it's my fault.its the way i am.

i like my cookie jar to be filled with cookies.

i'm not talking sense anymore.that got washed away,so did alot of other things.a flood!

i never.i never.i never.


theres something in my throat.something just there,disabling me to speak properly.causing a sharp pain at the back of my throat,in my stomach in my head.my sight is a blur now.

baby wipes.fairprice.unscented.30wipes.naturally soft.re-seal for hygiene.


like kim said,no matter what right,the past will be brought up over and over again.

kim's hamsters gave birth.new life on earth.i wanna go out.just sit outside my house.where no one at home can hear me.please?is it too much to ask for?i don't know,please tell me.hold my hand,guide me,spoon feed me if neccesary.

damn this song.