spent the whole day with my mum.it was nice.just came back from long bar actually,it was a nice 4 hours.

everything is out in the open.it's weird telling ur mum stuff..you know..oh well..

watched a walk to remember for like the 100th time this afternoon,i love it so much but i hate it at the same time.it still does not fail to make me cry.i like being alone to watch it-can cry without worrying who is looking at you.

now,i cant be bothered.i leave my phone one place on silent with no vibration n i walk away.it's cause i dont want to be near it cause il start to pick it up and stroll through and think..damn..want to do that now but shall now.i shall keep myself busy.everytime i'm alone or am not doing anything,i start to think and i just fade into my own world.

i shall write a compo..quick mr ju!give us a topic which i can relate to!so i can come up with a saddeing one..oh my mum said my 'tale' is like a 'plot' for a movie.it's so twisted.hating it more with every second i reminisce about it.


come back
come home
i'l be waiting
no i shant

love love