weiness.
ran like mad for p.e can.by the beach past costa sands,around the big pond and back.dont lie to me cause it sure felt like more than 2.4km.oh well,if i do it again il pass!woo!
i miss brandon.he is just the cutest guy in kc!he likes aida me n kim!yeayness!
school today was actually fun-last day of term one mah.holiday homework practically took up half the board..lord help me
i am totally sure that i wont be going anywhere till school opens.oh!gotta go sch tmr at 1230 for the talk n the parent teacher meeting thingi.the talk alone would probably end at 1500.
oh the "impressions" compo;im confident that il fail it.cause i think im pushing my luck by trying out something new.il post it when i get it back.dont be fooled by it.
to i know who,thats a dan long tag.thanks for messaging me to tell me,but i would have figured out in the end*duh* =) im in a good mood now can you tell? =) hm..where do i start?..as in the words of usher,"sometimes you have to go through something to get to something".have faith in urself-that is where it all starts.at one point,you have to move forward.no matter what other ppl try to do,the first step must be urs.i'm here to help you along the way.of course it means something to me.i'm sweet=)im kind=)ok i shall stop it beofre all of u out there come n slap me.i'm not full of myself okay*feeling bimbotic*
i want chocolate.no actually i should go and eat my fried rice and have something to quench my thirst-*feeling english*=)
i love you marjorie
i love you seem oh
i love you banana and clan(coral,deb,selena,serene,jean,sherlyn...etc)
i love you grass and bo peep
i love you phyllis and may
i love you za n meli
i love you sahirah and nurhana
i love you faridah
i love you daphne n becky
i love you jac and clara
i love you
=)
Thursday, March 10, 2005
the worse part is that
i admited to myself
i most normally wont do that
that is why i said
in the end
i was the fool
i'm still trying to figure out the figurations for the presario.i really dont want to buy a routers point.then i'd have 3 modems-like whatt?
just met may for like 5 minutes.may knows everything,i tell her everything;so does aida.hmm..was actually looking forward to meeting paul and his friend but hmmm..
like may said,it would be extremely awkward.i told you yesterdy that i was up to u.well it was.i know.i would do the same.
you know what,generally right,if feelings were put aside for any situation,ppl could and would just get together for the fun and the thrill of having someone there.you know at ur side and blah blah.but with feelings its a whole different picture.i wonder if its wrong to the other party to go in with no feelings.but the good thing is that in the end no one gets hurt.
nothing happened i know but it would have been nice if something did or were to or is going to.
you said that the position you're in is tough.i understand but i'm in no position of that sort.as i said,generally if bth...
i love being bimbotic
i love myself(:
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
i'm shagged.i'm really tired.i slept practically the whole day yesterday,and i was SO drained in school today.i was not my chirpy-full-of-energy-self.i dont know.i dont know.
to me,the simplest thing like walking hand-in-hand and just admiring nature and its beauty is the most wonderful thing;it is the simplest thing.its the simple things in life that mean the most.well to me anyway.
hm.i can say this now,i dont know.i want to know but at the same time i'm scared to know.you know?i bet no one understands what i'm saying or at least trying to say.in general,i know but in this situation,i dont.
on a happier note,we had assembly!sang the school song loud and proud!oh..i got the blue form:parent-teacher meeting;my mums gotta go down.damn it.i failed my overall-49.2 imagine i only passed 3 subjects-el,lit,math and failed 3-ml,hum,sci
i keep it bottled up inside
in a hope of becoming numb
too many emotions ,feelings and thoughts
things i dont even want to reconcile
it doesnt work
instead of becoming numb,
i have fallen in.
i love being bimbotic
i love myself(:
Sunday, March 06, 2005
we dont have to be in love we can just be friends i will be right there beginning till the end i can bring my girl u can bring your friends..
i like..
oh well,i wrote sucha long entry just now but it hung and i lost everything,every single thing.it went somthing like this..
friday was fun.at the bbq.becky n dp were gone,it was funny to observe them.paul wong kept trying to push me into the sand la.emma was with kanes ipod.kane was sitting there.nurhana and emma were singing.clara was there!meli,kelvin,clara tan n kow,phyllis,nellia,jac,pat,daphne n box,pohyee n dp,bryan,step and so on..left early,was having headache n was very tired.
saturday had appointment at paragon,i had the scope in me.i saw my voicebox and vocal cords!*feeling ashlee simpson*it really looks like pepek.got like medicine to take now.hm.had lunch with my mum at nooch with paul wong,walked around,decided to watch hitch at cine,got there,sold out,bumped into dp-she said i look like my mum.den took bus with paul wong to chinatown.had fun there with my mum.
since we were in chinatown,i decided to go and see nanny at st teresa's.it was good.haven gone to visit nanny in a long time.i love u nanny!
today i went for class..i have to be more aware of me from now on.
=)
oh!and i dont friend aiken anymore..
=)
i love being bimbotic
i love myself(:
Thursday, March 03, 2005
i try to forget you
i try not to think of you
i try deleteing ur number
i try deleteing ur picture
i try everything but nothing works
now i have to try to hate u
it's the only way i will get over you
the only way i will look back at this and smile
if i see u around,would u look at me?
if i call ur name,would u turn around?
if i call u,would u answer?
if i forget u,will u forget me?
i think of all the times we shared and the moments we had.finally i realise that i miss you
i love being bimbotic
i love myself(:
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
HAPPY SECOND OF MARCH!
i woke up to the sights and sounds of rain.
took 13 to school.it was still too early for the sun to rise.took the overheadbridge entrance and instead of walking up to the sec 4 level,i walked down to our class.the flights of stairs were dark,no light shun onto it.i slipped and fell down one flight,got up and ran to escape embaressment.
covered my face in shock,my pinafore was wet at the back,my butt hurt.
in class,seem oh felt 'someone' touch her and she flicked it off,but behind her was aida stanging a metre away,stratching her leg.
english lesson was full of laughs.
kim did not go to school,she's having head pains,and doing her ipod.i miss her already.
i can't believe that it is already march.and my sister is trying to punch my nose and sit on me.haha.cute la u
i love being bimbotic
i love myself(:
