its been like what?a week.

hm.alot of things happened.shall not go into detail,shall not even go into it at all.cause i wanna talk about justnow.

met aida and went shopping for like 30mins?spent like 70bucks?hm.i really knew what i wanted.made our way down to paya lebar.met our special guest-alex!.met hana,b and faisal.had alot of fun.got all wet.talking bout sex.wanting to have sex in the handicap toilet right there and then.but then they all talk only.i willing know.hmph.

the ride home was rubbish.got home,feeling all"im not inlove.its just a face that im going thru"or is it "phase"?and feeling"i drive myself insane wishing i could touch your face..but the truth remains you're gone".the saying out of sight out of heart really works for us.cause when u're there-i want you.when u're gone-i dont give a flying fuck.

it's just fucking confusing.but on the other side,it was fucking good to have seen u again after so long-2weeks.i really hope you can make it for christmas though.
i miss alex so much.he is the only and i say ONLY guy that i've ever known who is really not a prick,dickhead,egoistic loser.he really is the genuine thing.and i love him so much for that.we are like so fucking close.even if we dont see each other for a damn long time-i understand,he's got work and shit.oh god.i love him.he is the only guy that is good enough to be considered our girlfren.

can't wait to go out tmr.wonder what i'l wear.hmm.