i am awake!actually,i got up half an hour ago,decided to come online to visit all the blogs and to take a crap.its like 2 more days to christmas eve.ive got my heels and my bag.im oh so happy.i think ive got all the presents.except for alexs,faisals and bs.have no clue what they want.it's kinda hard cause it's not like i can just buy them flowers.i honestly believe that it's super easy to get a gift for a girl,because no matter how ugly and awful it is,she will appreaciate it.the range is wide!from flowers to earrings,from candy to jewellry.you get the picture.

oh!the bloddy stressful results period(one day before and the actualy day itself)really has taken its toll on me.ive got bloody pimples.a freaking breakout.my hands were shaking like nobody's business.and..if that is'nt bad enough,i scratch my eyelid as in it's swollen and it hurts.the story behind it is fucking funny and dumb.

im decided,im gonna try-not to burp today.it's gonna be hard cause it just comes out.gonna control.hm.

i saw this flower,growing from the ground.
it looks so beautiful,standing tall in the middle of nowhere.
i pluck it.
seperating it from its roots-its lifesource.
i bring it home.
i take care of it:i water it,i fertilize it
will it grow?or will it die on me?
will its beauty stay?or will it wilt away?
the answers to the questions cant be for-told
we just got to put ourselves out and try.
are we willing to?