hm.suppose to go watch movie with manross niq becky n amanda(manross' fren).then dunno la what happen.can die of hunger with them sia fuck.in the end walked to forum.from cine.and ate finally!then walkwalk all.hm.alone again.
at cine.met daphne n clan.so many!haha.then suddenly "zarith!!!!!."i kena stunned.i turned i saw her.all in her fav colour-purplr.i waved.dont think she saw.so frm the entrance of cine.i walked to the middle of cine n rockys.i stood there.she walked up to me.we stood in front of each other for like 10seconds just looking at each other.we finally hugged.i didnt want to let go.i kissed her n she kissed me.i miss her.then she went to hug the rest n all.i was entertaining farhan with his new hair.she came back.we hugged again.i didnt say anything.we just hugged.for that moment.silence was the best part of all.we just stood there hugging and not wanting to let go.we said a few things i nooded n shook my head.i didnt want to let her go.we finally let go.kissed somemore.hugged again.then we said bye.she walked off.i turned arond and walked away.i didnt want to turn back.i knew i couldnt bare to see her walk away.walk away from me,from us.i miss her.i love her.i will always love her.i will always miss her.
we;ve been through alot.so many memories.so hard to forget.we cried together and we laughed together.we got scared together n we got happy together.i would call her for no utter reason and disturb her.i made her laugh.she made me laugh.we would diss ppl n teachers together.it was like every normal day.one day without seeing her n i would go crazy.when we would see each other we would spend all the time we could with one another.with the group.with all.
now she wants to leave.leave all.meaning no more future times together.we'd still be friends,but merely aquiantances.it would never be the same.she doesnt want it to.i cant accpet it.but somehow i have to.no matter what happens,we will always have memories.but the memories wont be as good as having u there,with me;with us.