SENTOSA YESTERDAY
it started of quiet actually really shaky.but it all went good.it was me ct hana kim za n farhans lil sister.who is 15 but who looked older than us.she looks like a combination of ct and za.hmm.go figure.but she is gorgeous dont get me wrong.

on the train to harbour front from outram,i was feeling on top of cloud #9.hm.its a wonderful feeling but i dont like it.cause i know that i cant have what im feeling for.which just sucks.i miss you.but u dont know that.i should just not type this cause u will not read this and u proberbly wont know that its for u.although u do know.sigh.i dont know.

me ct n kim had a wonderful time swimming while hana was tanning n za n fathin(is that u spell) were under the pokok.us 3(ct kim n me) were buliding sancastles.haha!with moats!but it didnt work out so we just abandoned our site.haha!the waters were so super relaxing.i didnt want to leave.it was fun!the radio!i have it again.thanks za for bringing it.kim exposed her top so many times:intentionally and accidently.zas tits were exposed too but i didnt see.thank god.ive seen too much of tits all being kims haha.

in the showers was fun!haha.after mandi,we were parading around in our underwear.haha.hana was in her bra n jeans,kim was in her towel whch was falling off,i was in my thong n bra with the towel on my head.me n ct didnt want to tan for that matter we used sunblock but we were burnt.our tan lines obvious what.i dont want!my face is red n burning.hm how nice.

haha.on the blue bus za "COMPLEMENTED" me.thanks za.she said "paul,u look like a bitch here". i was totally stunned and so was kim hana n ct.we were speechless.as i discretly tried to lift my jaw off the floor,all of us were like whuuuuut?what was that?.

haha we were walking like this.2 infront,2 in the middle,2 at the back.
front-hana n kim
mid -za n fathin
back -ct and me
the front and the back were talking about the same topic.how coincidental!haha

anyway.got back and my mum was down with fever,oh my.do u know how guilty i felt.i was like why didnt u call me?i would have come home straight away!i would have u know.its my mum.i love her.
so me n my sis went to eunos mrt around 9 to get hot mee soup n cold cheng tng.and a bunch of flowers to make my mum feel better.it worked!haha the flowers i must say are beautiful.way to go nicole!haha!

my sister and i sat down n started talkign about our loves lost and rejection.hm.dont i know about that.after many 'incidents',i just cant give it all u know.its hard.but now i am giving but abit.its growing but i dont want to give my all unless he wants to.which i know he wont.so the point being?